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Walking Backward

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When Josh's mother dies in a phobia-induced car crash, she leaves two questions for her grieving family: how did a snake get into her car and how do you mourn with no faith to guide you?

Twelve-year-old Josh is left alone to find the answers. His father is building a time machine. His four-year-old brother's closest friend is a plastic Power Ranger. His psychiatrist offers nothing more than a blank journal and platitudes. Isolated by grief in a home where every day is pajama day, Josh makes death his research project. He tests the mourning practices of religions he doesn't believe in. He tries to mend his little brother's shattered heart. He observes, records and waits—for his life to feel normal, for his mother's death to make sense, for his father to come out of the basement.

His observations, recorded in a series of journal entries, are funny, smart, insightful—and heartbreaking. His conclusions about the nature of love, loss, grief and the space-time continuum are nothing less than life-changing.

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    • School Library Journal

      February 1, 2010
      Gr 5-8-In a journalistic format, 12-year-old Josh writes about coping with his mother's death. His father has completely given up parenting, leaving Josh in charge of his four-year-old brother, Sam, and all of the household duties. Instead, he attempts to build a time machine to go back in time and prevent his wife's death (she had an accident when startled by a snake in her car), and his brother seems intent on channeling his mother's spirit through a toy Power Ranger. Through his own process, Josh delves into the mourning rituals of various faiths and cultures, seeking structure through which to make sense of the world as it exists after his mother. Throughout the tale, even as Josh takes on responsibilities to reinstate the structure and cohesion of his family unit, he is plagued by the mystery of how the snake got into his ophidiophobic mother's car. Throughout his emotional journey, Josh's voice is both natural and believable. Austen is both unsentimental and unapologetic in her employment of precise and elegant prose, and the complicated and often humorous reactions to grieving practices lend themselves to an enjoyable read."Joanie Terrizzi, New York City Public Schools"

      Copyright 2010 School Library Journal, LLC Used with permission.

    • Booklist

      October 15, 2009
      Grades 6-9 The dead-parent genre is a busy one, but Austen breaks from the pack with this confident and peculiar debut. Twelve-year-old Josh is coping with his mothers death. His psychiatrist has given him, his four-year-old brother, Sam, and their father journals in which to record their feelings (the book itself comprises Joshs entries). But Josh is more interested in rituals; Japanese Buddhists, for example, mourn for 49 days, and he clings to this number as tightly as Sam clings to the Power Ranger toy he thinks is their dead mother. She died in a car crash, startled by a snake that was inside the vehicle, and there is a mystery of sorts to be solvedwho would put a snake inside a car? But with insistent, precocious prose, Austen is more interested in peoples alternately funny and haunting reactions to grief, an exploration that finds its most affecting metaphor with Joshs fathers attempt to construct a time machine. Austen is unsentimental about anger and regret, and that alone makes this a refreshing change of pace.(Reprinted with permission of Booklist, copyright 2009, American Library Association.)

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  • English

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  • ATOS Level:5.3
  • Lexile® Measure:840
  • Interest Level:4-8(MG)
  • Text Difficulty:4-5

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